Black Bird Press News & Review: Marvin X poem: Apology to my Higher Self and Miles Davis - Time After Time (Live 1985)

Black Bird Press News & Review: Marvin X poem: Apology to my Higher Self and Miles Davis - Time After Time (Live 1985): Apology to My Higher Self

Oh, Higher Self
I apologize to you
Greater Self
Holy Self
Righteous Self
I seek to harm no one
but to glorify You always and forever
Have mercy on me
have mercy on myself
Oh, Higher Self
pleae forgive me for allowing my lower self to rule
Please have mercy on me Higher Self, Divine Self
If I will only flow in the flow of You
pick me up Higher Self
when my lower self comes to call
the whispering devil whispers into the hearts of men
and women and children

to take us all down under
to the thrashing floor
the road where wise men fear to tread
down in the dungeon
rat hole
I become the rat
associating with the rats
dwelling in the dungeon
of my mind

Lift me up Highter Power
let me dwell with You forever

in the Upper Room

surely I know truth from lies
surely I know fire from water
yet I walk into the fire
I am burned again again again
easy to lead in the wrong direction
hard to lead in the right direction,
the Elijah lesson teach us

And why do we love the devil
because he gives us nothing!
Take me Higher Power
into your loving hands
save me from the fire
whose fuel is men and stones,
Qur'an.



let not the weakness of my lower self
ontrol me
let me cast away illusions
a donkey is not a stalion



Oh Higher Power
catch me if I fall
take me forward faster
time after time
time after time.

--Marvin X

9/28/14