Blues for a child

I lost a child in America
makes me feel so bad
beautiful son
smartest child ever had
love all ma children
greatest any man ever had
love all my children
greatest a man ever had
losing my son
worst thing happen to a dad
no healing ever
no closure
no end of pain in the night
miss my son so much
yet I understand his plight
39 years old
Malcolm and Martin the same
homicide and suicide the same
Dr. Nathan Hare maintain
situational disorder my son
manic depression 
oppression
depression in the land
fight the power!
--Marvin X
11/9/15